Talk about a Fuckin Week

Talk about a FUCKIN WEEK.
Well my admin hold is officially over and well now it seems I just play another game of waiting to see what is going on with me but this time there is no count down. My roommate is gone now. Pretty weird being in a room by myself again havn't had that in over 6 months. Now I wish I really had some type of entertainment in the room Amazing how boring your room can be when you have nothing but 4 white walls surrounding you. Kinda saddin but at the same time. I would rather live alone anyways. Enjoy the cold and the dark to much. Never said anything but leaving the bathroom light on at night. Damn that was anoying.. Haha.
Oh and fuck friday especially man.. I got chewed out by like 5 MTL's (Military Training Leaders) felt like I was being chewed out by TI for a moment. Then I was like I have a fuckin Civil Engeneering badge on my chest you'll fuckin need my ass when you need something done. I mean these MTL's went so far to use basic mentality type things on me. Don't get me wrong I listened to and was like shit, I fuckin hate this but really all it did was anger me more about this place ans choice. There extensivness was even to say that there is a express lane out of 11 days. Which a part of this day almost made me think that I want to take it. I'm sick of not knowing anything and being treated like a little kid. I'm fuckin 24, I did my school as far as the AF is considered. Let me go back to school and get my degree already.
Some day's you just feel like you should have got a job a Tmobile and kept up with the DJing at least I would be livin pour and livin rather then livin this bullshit and still pour.

RIP Michael Jackson

Today is a sad day for everyone who loves music. An end of a era, the end of a legend. Not many words can say what this man has meant to a generation, and how far his music has reached.
How many people he touched.
Truly a sad day..




RIP Michael Jackson.
The day the world cried.

Another Week Bites the Dust

Had to include this picture kinda made me laugh.. people think us people from LA are savages or something because we riot..
I mean shit 2pac said it best.
"Only in Cali where we riot not rally to live and die
In L.A!"


So another week has gone by and nothing yet..
Good news is that the admin hold is up on Thursday. Thus saying I'm not expecting anything to happen till that date passes. So part of me is like fuck it you have been here this long what is another week of waiting for something to happen. Especially seeing that they have to make me sign another paper about something because they have no reason to keep me here past then. As if I'm going to sign something without a explanation after this shit.
Anyways I think that sums up the week.
I mean shit all I do is pretend to wash things.. I have about a nap a day and I watch TV in one of the day rooms.. That and walk around the base and go to the library to get online every once in a while.

Next thing on the list is what I have been reading and dieing to say.

What the fuck is up with the people who work at the cafeteria's. I mean shit all the black women look like motha fuckin peacocks with there random ass colored spotted hair. Like there bangs will be fuckin red or there ends are blond, purple, blue.. What the fuck. I will have to take pictures this up and coming week for the entertainment value for this thing. Also how the AF (Air Force) has all these standards and shit on to get into the base and everything and I swear they hire anyone to work at this place.. The pictures will come and blow your mind.. haha

Another thing is that I will be hatin alot more on this thing.. I need to take a picture of this riced out sol. Didn't get around to it today. But should have it soon.
Stay tuned this shits about to get real.

Laker's Win

It's over done again and lets raise the motha fuckin banner.
The Lake Show wins the title and about time that were back up on top.
Kobe for MVP
Da boy done it again..

Congrats Steff.

Today is a sad day for me because were I'm at and were I should be.
Today is a proud day for me because my best friend graduated from college.
Steff I have known you since we were just a bunch of little tikes at Towne & Country and have entered and left each other lives ever since then. And growing especially close after I turned 18. You honestly have been the one person who has been there since then. You have been there for every step that I took in college and shoot you had a better idea of what I would be good at more then me. You plan and plotted my path threw scraficing you own along the way to help me along. I'm so proud of you and finally completing this task. That shit alot of people really don't complete or ever even strive for. We have been threw many of classes we have dropped many of classes. Thank you for making my college experience, my life an ejoyable. I feel like a parent proud of there child at this moment and stuck in tears because I can't be there in person to hug and wish you well.
Steff I'm proud of you, proud to be your close friend, and wish you the best with everything.
Love you. Till the day that I die.

Penguins Win

Fuck yeah Sid the Kid did it and wasn't even on the ice for the 3rd period.

Quote of the Day.

your not going to hell. Your just joining the rest of us in alterted version of heaven.
-Me.

Phase 1 Again

Lets just start this off by saying..
Another day has gone by more names have come and more names have gone. Other got there orders and others got in trouble. Personally I seem to be on every negative of every aspect of this ratio. Losing my key yet again and getting phased back yet again. And at the same time not getting my orders. It sucks when all you look forward to in the day is a little 5 minute segment when they hand out the orders that they picked up the day before.
I'm so sick of this place. I mean I'm personally seeing why people of my age group and rank commit suicide in the Air Force. No body take this as I'm going to do it. Because I have no plans of doing that at all! Shit all I need is 5 minutes with my little girl (my sol) and I'll be on cloud nine again. What I mean by this is when you this age personally I feel like I'm old enough even threw my faults and mishaps for people to speak to me like a grown up person and not talk down to me just because I'm what just another airman in training. I mean what does that show me besides shit let me be a dick when I get rank because what, I can? Now that just seems wrong because once you get rank the Air Force is supposed to feel more and more like yours because your aging in it and ushering in the younger generation.. So why the fuck once they get to Tech School are so many NCOs fuckin dick and assholes. Then they come and say the operational Air Force is nothing like this and people are more relaxed. Well shit I'm getting paid right? I'm working right? What makes this not part of the operational Air Force?
More then anything I just want a break from all the bullshit that is "TRAINING" situations I'm happy that I'm so close to the end but now that I am I'm more iritated because I'm waiting on one simple thing to be leaving.
Send me back to Cali

I hate the Giants but I love this guy

Randy Johnson earns his 300th..
Congrats I remember watching this guy since I was kid. Second all time favorite baseball player.

Not every Tunnel is that light

During school this place wasn't bad but now that I'm done with school and the I'm at the tunnel and supposed to be gone from this place and I'm stuck here I feel like I'm standing at the end of this tunnedl and there is nothing but darkness around me in all aspects.
I feel like demons are teasing me by saying one thing thing then slashing my back with the real idea or thing that is goin on. Here I thought that I was in training and going to get credit for it. Well because I'm not the right skill level I'm just there as person to fill space, so to speak. People tell me that what I would have my orders in a week or so. WELL IT'S BEEN A FUCKIN WEEK. Shit they havn't even passed out any orders this whole week, because the MTL that does that was on leave this whole week. Yet another slash. Another thing is people treating me like I'm 18 and shit. I know that most people here are young but common anyone who looks me in the face to talk to me can tell that I'm older then the average person here. So don't treat me like that. I have always hated when people have told me what to do outside of parents and work type thing.
I remember in Fight Club WTF was his name when he first met Tyler Durden on the plane talking about single serving friends. I feel thats all I'm around right now and thats what the Air Force is built upon. People not really becoming more then that because people are always moving around. No wonder everyone gets married quick it's the oonly stable friendship that you could have for more then just 2 years..
Riht now as it stands I miss my old life.
My car, my friends, my family.
and have been finding my peace in my music.

Well talk about relief for the first time in a long time. It had 5 months since the last time that I had a normal day as a “civilian,” considering things now, and man did it feel good to be part of just the mass again.
I probably have not laughed that hard like I did over this weekend since being back at home with my close friends and that’s for sure. Some of the funniest moment I had ever been apart of a mix of Country East with City West. Quote of the weekend
“Twitter that bitch!”
So over used and out played. But I laughed so hard every time the phrased was used. Because I did twitter some of the stuff we did and viewed. I mean if I had twittered everything I would have had a page of shit. Friday, staying in Wichita Falls we traveled the less traveled path by going to the bars that no Airman would be at. Starting at Montana were we saw the One Armed Pirate Lady, who had a sock over her stub, and was just nasty as hell. Then next door to Lucky noice looking but there was no one there. To Beer Thirty, one word WOW, do they really get into there karaoke. Lastly was Outskirts were we (Joe Wimmer, John Wimmer, and me) looking for the gay club Cloud 9 just trying to top the weird shit we had already scene that night. Well we didn’t top the one armed lady but we met these two chicks, dumb as fuck and slow, but they gave us good entertainment for the rest of the night at IHOP. After IHOP John and I went back to the base as Joe went to his axe murdering, drug pushing hotel. Fucking shit brown wall with red classic sign of horrible things to come.
Sure enough when we ran into Joe in the morning he had a story to tell about the hotel.

This is a picture of a piece from the shower. He went on to tell us about how he felt like he was going to die all night and his BWM was going to get robbed. Mainly his thing was how dirty he felt on the bed because the sheet alone had 5 cigarette burns in it, and the top cover looked like something out of a porno. Saturday couldn’t have started off any better. When we got to Joe’s apartment we were all ready to crash finally seeing how we all got like no sleep the night before. Fast forward time to the Ranger’s game. My personal highlight was seeing Andruw Jones go 0-5

Not the actual game shot but you get the idea. Same result as always.. K

Jo’s highlight was the people around him. To his right as he said the older butch lady group, one bitch had flames rings on both arms on her biceps one being red and the other blue. In front an Asian family looked like they were fresh off the boat. Also in front was this guy with the damn cheesiest smile we had ever seen in our lives shit was huge. John and Me to the left. And lastly behind were these fat older white ladies. Perfect seats. Then to Denny’s were we all laughed like we were high as hell. You should have seen the staff and walked in there and you would have been dieing as well. Some black dude with the front of his head shaved with a short Afro in the back. WTF. These Muslim looking white and Asian people came in weird. Lastly the fat ass that sat behind us that made Joe seriously laugh soda threw his nose onto his pancakes, absolutely perfect. After the game tour of downtown Dallas and damn there is some good looking nightlife will defiantly come back and check that shit out.
Sunday shoot. John slept all day.
Thank you Joe Wimmer for the hospitality and overall fun time. I will defiantly have to come back to Dallas. I don’t think I have ever seen that many blondes in once place, one city, one club for even that note. Jesus they come like a school of fuckin fish. Oh and Dallas soccer mom’s WOW.

Because of you I will Twitter more then ever. But not enough to get robbed I promise!
“Twittered that Biatch!”
www.twitter.com/Muella